Confinement (I Hate You)
Because the embodiment of such turmoil, is me. Not you.
(This was my last letter to my alcoholism)
I hate you
The things you have made me become.
Bitter, jealous, belligerent,
Unnerving, unsettling,
Oh, how many adjectives could I use to describe the dwindling reasons why I even want to associate with you.
So sick to my stomach, I would rather die than speak to anyone like that again.
The torment, I love you and it is hard to move on from you because my entirety would be ripped out of me. It would reveal to the world how it really is and how weak I would be without you.
Twirling insecurities are what make me function.
I can say confidently that
I HATE YOU
For what you have done to me. Why should I even continue such animosity towards anything?
Because the embodiment of such turmoil, is me. Not you.
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